I don’t know why or how I ever got this expectation as to what my Christian husband needs to be. For so long, I had these expectations as to how Matt should be leading our home: He needed to be always reading his Bible, he needed to be excited about going to church and small groups, he needed to be praying everyday, and talking to our children about the things of the heart, and when he didn’t fulfill those expectations, I’d tremble in fear thinking of how we weren’t the perfect Christian family, or that our children would be lost and burn in hell.